ZZZZZ.

had tuition today...

NOTICE TO ALL:
anybody who has problems with their studies(basically the three sciences la)
AND is willing to sacrifice about... hmmm... up to 15 hrs of their holiday pER WEEK.
AND can afford to pay 400 dollar for this kind of stuff.
u can now join me~

(yea rite)

if u are really interesting in upgrading ur brain
and would gladly like to help ur parents spend their money
AND would be most willing to spend hours exploring the most wonderful invention in the world
- which is, the TYS of cuz-
WELCOME!
then u can accompany me!

*yea rite

ANYWAY,
i must remind u,
im not paid for all this crap.
-_-
and IF u join me,
u wont be paid by just advertising or dragging ur frens with u for tuition.

geddit?

okay,
my job is done.

yesh.
back to ..
what was i saying..

oh tuition.

yeap.
did some chem.
and mrs soh said all the chapters i've studies had been gone thru once
WHICH MEANS
I COULD START WITH PHYSICS!!!!!!

gosh..
i was halfway doing my Identification of ions and Gases
and she was like,
" after u've finished this (chem), provided we've got time, then we can move on the physics~"

and im like, " oh ok."
i didnt mean to be so oh-ok-ish.
but well,
i cant possibly say " OH MY GOSH! PHYSEEEEEKS!!!!!!"
and start exploding etc.

BUT I WAS REALLY EXCITED!!!!
dunno why.
lol!!!!!

its like...
PHYSICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and
MR SOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they come together.

lol~

i even felt a bit nervous
just like i would feel before each physics lesson with him..

and i did my identification for ions.. pretty fast
^^"

haha.
duhhh....
who wouldnt?

-_-

but well,
so after all those icky chem..
she took my textbk and NOTES~ for looking thru.

SPEAKING abt my text book and notes.
here's sth amazing.

for my textbk: basically the night before i had already erased all the drawing of soh etc.
which made to realise that DA SHEN U DREW A LOT OF CRAP IN MY BOOK!!!

didnt bother to erase them anyway. too much le.
grrrr...

and more amazingly,
for my physics notes..
i only found up to one or too scribbling of "soh"s

cool~
(or did i erased them long ago?)

anyway,
its just never occured to me that
i actually dont scribble on my physics notes at all.
esp not writing/drawing "soh"s ..
O.o

but thats gd for me.
lesser to erase X.x

lol.

yep.

as she was looking thru,
she suddenly looked up and asked: " WHo's your physics teacher?"

BOOOMMM.
my mind just went blank
and all that came out frm my mouth was a 'HUH'

she asked for two more times or so..
and i wonder WHY???

so i was about to say: " mr..(clifton soh)"
she started: " oh, not lee teo (forgot the full name)"

PHEWWW..

dunno what relationship they have..
but
when she asked: "so how ur physics teacher? okay rite?"

i really almost burst out: " okay?? not just okay ok~ HE ROCKS! but he's leaving...etc."

but,
theres really no point of saying this to her.
that's right.he's leaving.

...

haix.

OH YES.
and she borrowed my whole set of physics notes back.

told ya.
da shen she scored A1 for physics BECUZ of mr soh's notes okay!
and now my tuitor is borrowing his notes
which i think is for photocopying or learning how he made physics so interesting n learnable^^.
(because he is wonderful duhh)

and i guess rv is just not wonderful enough for a wonderufl person like him to stay.

oh gosh xy.
dont start.

ok.

really hope she take goood care of my physics notes.
cuz that is my best present from him..
(and i wan to keep it forever=))

speaking abt him..
i really thought everything will die down after one month or so.

i mean, usually that is the case.
i crush someone..
but if i dont see or learn of any news about him..
usually the feeling wont be so strong.

but today, in fact ytd too,
i was reading thru the topics..
and every sentence(in the text bk) reminds me of sth he said.

no la,
not that he memorise from textbk and blabber out to us..
like .. about inertia..
then flashes of him making a joke out of inertia etc will flow back.

lol!

& there was this part in the text book(not our txtbk la)
where they show a guy opening the door,
on with the normal doorknob
and one with the doorknob very near the hinge..

dunno why suddenly
the images of him telling us how little kids cannot open the door
- that "xiaobendan" joke.
dun think u'll remember.

but anyway,
i started smiling very happy to myself..
not knowing my tuitor was standing there observing me.

-_=

and guess wot.
she tot i was too tired or sth,
and asked me to go home and rest.

+_+

did i really look like im mad or sth?

i was merely thinking that xiaobendan joke..

but oh well,
got to leave earlier,
what else can i complain about?
(about not getting to read finish that whole physics textbook)

lols.

guess i would nvr lost interest in physics..
thnks to him bah.
=)

or maybe not.
for D.G circuit.
i totally detest it.

YES. and i almost said :" i couldnt understand D.C circuit AT ALL. because it wasnt taught by my teacher. =("
when she asked me which topics i wasnt too sure.

lol.
i think i zhong xie (plant shoe.lol.) liao.

because this is really not like me.
as in,
i've nvr been like this b4.

all day all night.
may nort show it.
but i really miss him.
always thinking abt him..
cong hui yi li qu nuan//
(translate: recovering warmth from the memories)

haix.

he said we must look forward with hope.
but i could only look into the past.
cuz there's no him in the future.

heyy,
im not hopeless okay..
lol

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